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Dreams Deferred

by Andrew Pahl

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1.
Coffee Burns 03:47
Coffee burns going down your throat You look outside, the kids are playing there You arise; phone the man you had loved Tell him that he was late again… “I don’t know if I can stay here” “I don’t know if I can stay here” Grab your coat, reach for your keys Sneak outside, walk towards your car Drive away and hope they did not see We saw you go and we were all alone She doesn’t know if she can stay here She doesn’t know if she can stay here She doesn’t know if she is good enough to stay here She doesn’t know if she can stay
2.
Smothered with insanity, it’s everything to try and breathe Forgotten all you want to be and everything you mean to me Don’t be scared when the world surrounds you All alone and the world surrounds you You’ve lost all intensity, a victim of this tragedy If ever you’d come back to me I’d be here to set you free And you’re losing touch, ‘cause it hurts so much Is it worth your soul if you can’t let go?
3.
Rainfalls 03:58
In my room with you beside me Go for a walk, talk it over Skipping rocks on the cold water Sit and hold you while the rain falls I belong to you You belong to me Here is where we’ll be In my memory…when rain falls Your wet hair sits on your shoulder You laugh softly as the rain falls Drenched in deeper thought, with every falling drop.
4.
Is this gonna last forever? Tell me everything will be okay. As summer turns to winter Tell me everything will stay the same. You used to sing me love songs Tellin’ me everything would be okay. But now the music’s fading Tell me everything will be okay. It’s a voice inside my head. It’s not that I don’t love you It’s just that I don’t trust you Tell me everything will be okay. I’m scared of where we’re going But petrified of staying Tell me everything will be okay. I’m blinded by impressions That everything will be okay. The truth is we’re regressing Tell me everything will be okay. It’s a voice inside my head. It’s not that I don’t love you It’s just that I don’t trust you Tell me everything will be okay. I’m scared of where we’re going But petrified of staying Tell me everything will be okay. Now everything is changing and I’ve been left behind. My heart was yours for taking, took nothing but your time. Your lies disguised as love songs, I’m taking back what’s mine. It’s time I come alive… It’s not that I don’t love you It’s just that I don’t trust you Baby everything will be okay. I’m scared of where I’m going But petrified of staying Baby everything will be okay. Baby everything will be okay. Baby everything will be okay…
5.
If all of my ashes arrived at your door Would you even know that I’d lived? I’m crippled with fear, I’m in trepidation I’m lost at the feeling of this We could be so good together, don’t you think? Could have a little beach house together Just you and me… If all of my wishes were rolled into one I’d wish for one moment with you Though you haunt me in dreams and taunt me in daylight So goes this silent serenade We could be so good together, don’t you think? Could have a little beach house together Just you and me… Can’t you see what you do to me? Though I’ve tried I can’t let you go I still need you so We could be so good together, don’t you think? Could have a little beach house together Just you and me… Can’t you see what you do to me? Though I’ve tried I can’t let you go I still need you so
6.
The sense of some is so much better A sense of one that’s so much bigger Than you and me and all that we could be Than you and me and all that we believe Or so I’ve been told.
7.
Shaken 03:53
I saw the sun in other skies now the sun sets in your eyes And I’m left shaken A new wave breaks when I’m with you like a wave of ocean blue And I’m left shaken Shaken, I am shaken by you Shaken, are you shaken by me too? I try and tell you how I feel but my tongue ties my appeal And I’m left shaken I’m wishing “us” were you and me, can only hope that you’ll agree And I’m left shaken Shaken, I am shaken by you Shaken, I’m staring straight when there’s a side view Shaken, I am shaken by you Shaken, are you shaken by me too? It seems fairly obvious to me that we were meant to be My mind keeps on spinning around you, are you thinking of me too? Your emerald sunset’s breathtaking A sullen soul’s awakening to the bliss you’re sure to bring And I’m left shaken
8.
Crazy 02:54
Could this be true? Do I need you? When you see me Does it thrill you? Let’s finish what we started Where did we all go wrong? Well I just might be crazy A little too far-gone Was this all new? Did I scare you? Didn’t try to Didn’t mean to
9.
Went outside to meet you alone at night Walked to the place and sat near the light I watched you come and I watched you leave Did you not see me or did you lie? It’s okay ‘cause I did not need you today I’ll be alright Angels on the corner got me to you We talked it over ‘cause I need it too Can’t shake the stalker I’m almost through I leave the gifts and go on my way
10.
Someday we will fly together You and I are slowly floating on A cloud of white and sun together You and I are slowly drifting on A world of hurt and pain together You and I are slowly sinking in A pool of mud and filth together You and I are slowly drowning… On again, off again We’re hanging on, we’re moving on… On again, off again We’re hanging on; we’re moving on to nothing Our one plus one is good together You and I will end just what is wrong With everything that’s being together You and I are slowly fitting in A heap of desperate souls together You and I are everything that’s wrong With being a pair and being together You and I are slowly spinning… You and I are everything that’s wrong, but we’re hanging on We can’t find no one better You and I are everything that’s wrong, but we’re hanging on We can’t find no one else
11.
Across the Waves My dear I said that I would write no matter where I am My Spitfire crashed and burned last night and thoughts of you are all I have You’re all I love my darling Mae you’ll be in my heart always These words I never got to say but I’ll send them across the waves Victims of life circumstance torn at the soul Lovers in a distant romance I want you to know… That I’d fly over the seven seas I’d fly over the highest peaks I’d fly through stormy skies Just to see your eyes Three days have passed will my hope last until this wreck is found My heart beats weak short breaths I take as I lie here upon the ground I wonder if I’ll die in vain? I’m certain God only knows If heaven’s where we’ll meet again I’ll pray that He takes my soul You’re all I love my darling Mae I’ll be in your heart always If heaven’s where we’ll meet again then I’ll see you across the waves
12.
Darkened thoughts all around Feel again love be found Purely tangled on your point of view Troubled life let you in Feel again let love win You said you wouldn’t go away from me

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released December 12, 2006

Produced, recorded and mixed by Andrew Pahl, October 2005 - July 2006. Additional engineering by Jonathan Halton. Guitars on “Purely Tangled” performed by Jonathan Halton. Mastered by Nik Kozub @ NRMLS WLCM. Drums and guitars used courtesy of Tyrn Armstrong and Mat Halton. Photography by Naomi Pahl. Design and layout by Jonathan Halton. Executive Producer: Jonathan Halton.

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Andrew Pahl is the son of a gypsy and the brother of a lion tamer. He makes music about his feelings. Go figure.

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